We also have seasons in our lives, up and down seasons, seasons of growth, seasons of prosperity and season of hardship. God has recently brought me into a new season in my life. A season of exploration. A season of getting back to the things that I love to do and focusing on me. A season of happiness! Right now I have been more at peace, more content, and more driven in my life than I have been in a long time. I really think that God had to shake up some things in my life to allow me to see that. A lot of the times we look at certain things that happen in our lives as bad when they happen outside of our plans. But we must remember that the All Mighty's plan is the best plan for our lives.
This post is for all the "seasons" that I have come across on my journey to become what I am meant to become. At this point in time I'm not exactly sure what that is. I know at some point I want to become a husband to some beautiful young lady. I know that I want to become a father to three or four kids. I know at some point in my life, sooner than later, I'm going to move out of North Carolina, even if its just for a couple years, to do something different with my life, to experience a different area, different people and things. I know that I'm going back to school in the near future and that I'm going to buy a house within the next year or two. I have a lot of things planned out but there's a lot of stuff I still haven't figured out in my life.
All the things that I've mentioned are season. Different seasons/Ideas/goals/plans that I have for myself. Currently, I think God has me in the explore and discover season. I believe he wants me to completely figure out what I want. What I want in life, in a spouse, and with my career. Some of those questions I have pondered for awhile now. What I want out of life is simple.......I just want to be successful! Successful in everything I do! I have experience success, but at this point in my life I cant say that I'm successful. So what does being successful mean to me? Well it could mean a lot of things. Like I said before, I want to be a father and a husband one day and I want to be successful at both. I want to raise me kids the right way, very respectful, humble, educated, down to earth kids and be in a position that I can provide for their every need. In addition, I want to be a success for husband as well. I want to give my wife total happiness. In my past relationships, there wasn't nothing I wouldn't do for someone I loved. If she wanted Tiffany & Co. I made sure she had Tiffany & Co. when she wanted and how she wanted it.I know being a good husband is more than just the presents and material stuff, I get that. I want to be her best friend, I want to have her back when no one else does. I want to be so intune with her that I can read her mind. Say what she wants to say before so can get it out of her mouth. I want to be one with her! and her with me! Those are two examples of being successful to me.
So I guess what I'm trying to say is that I'm glad God decided now was the time for my season to change. If you know me, I mean really know me, you know that Ive always been an advocate for change.
I'm enjoying my season!!!!!! I cant wait until my season of prosperity gets here....its been long over due but I'm patiently waiting....
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